fuckkk

i start school today

it's 1:11 am.

and i've just spent some time going through the random shit in my room.
i found some heart warming notes,
things that just make you feel loved, notes from the past that take you back to an exact moment in time, an exact emotion.
side note:
its nice to be loved
even if you dont understand how it happens.

anyway
life is strange right now

i start school monday
and...

i feel as though im drifting, but im standing still


i dont recognize how i spend my time, and i dont remember much
this is not good.

im extremely sad my friends are leaving me, which forces me to (in classic simone fashion) crudely push them away...it's not fair, i hate that they love me (but i love them unconditionally)

ive been thinking about the human kind and how we are so fucking weird
just think about it.
next time you are in some crowded place look around and observe...we are really so bizarre.

anywayyyyy
i want, i want, i want
[shoes and bags are my current obsessions]

au revoir
xoxo

uplifting

hello world!
thanks for providing these tidbits so i can stop feeling sad about stupid things.

give me this feeling

everything.is.hapenin.so.fast

Note to self:

Everything is what you make it.

Everything is relative.

Everything and everyone is selfish (whether they like it or not).

Everyone can really only see from their own eyes.

Every effort made to go/see/do something is what determines the future.

Everything is not as important as it seems...
but everything is also just as important as it seems.

Every day is a new day to start fresh, and every day is also just another day.

Everything is everything, what is meant to be will be.

right now

I wish something [anything] would happen

so that i could RISE to the occasion

I'm getting sick of these predictable days
and these predictable feelings

I'm ready for something

more.