IBF, HIlife, Da Kine, and all that good shit

i wish you were as real as i imagine you are. sigh.

I'm in my room, it's a typical Thursday night.
listenin to Norah Jones, Lauryn Hill, Erykah Badu.
the soulful girls know how its done.

i wish i could sing. i would sing every thought i never say.
but, alas, that was not my destiny.
but what is? we shall see.

oooh. Nude by Radiohead just came on.
sexy song, really sexy song.
I need to get laid.
I am rambling. fuck it.
I'm in a bizarre mood right now.



(sound it out)

Part of me really loves this time of year, and part of me really doesn't.
It's transformative, introspective, exciting (to a degree), stressful, promising, telling, and holds the possibilities of a brighter future.
butttt, it's hard to stay focused, motivated and inspired.
I often just want to curl up and stay in bed, or just smoke a fat blunt and fade away.

but only time can tell what the future holds, so bring it on. lets make shit happen.
i have the power, control and desire to see a better tomorrow, and i think thats all i need.



just some precious/inspirational/underwater/hilarious/distorted/meaningful images to share with you...