So I stayed home...got a fuckin problem with it?

I'm back in the HI this year after an unsuccessful year at UCSC.
I feel like I can feel the judgment. fuck it.

I'm happier than I've been in years.


Hawaii will always be my home, I can't get enough of this place at this time in my life.
I wake up to the phenomenal sunrise over the Mokolua's, the twin islands, every morning.

Why did I even leave when I never even understood all that I had here?

and dont worry, I want to see other places and live other lives after this... but for now I want to live the HI life.






How could I ever be unhappy?

you'll like this one

http://wineandbowties.com/?p=5811

Kid Cudi (my crush of the moment), MGMT, and the perfect dash of Ratatat's twang.

fuckkk

i start school today

it's 1:11 am.

and i've just spent some time going through the random shit in my room.
i found some heart warming notes,
things that just make you feel loved, notes from the past that take you back to an exact moment in time, an exact emotion.
side note:
its nice to be loved
even if you dont understand how it happens.

anyway
life is strange right now

i start school monday
and...

i feel as though im drifting, but im standing still


i dont recognize how i spend my time, and i dont remember much
this is not good.

im extremely sad my friends are leaving me, which forces me to (in classic simone fashion) crudely push them away...it's not fair, i hate that they love me (but i love them unconditionally)

ive been thinking about the human kind and how we are so fucking weird
just think about it.
next time you are in some crowded place look around and observe...we are really so bizarre.

anywayyyyy
i want, i want, i want
[shoes and bags are my current obsessions]

au revoir
xoxo

uplifting

hello world!
thanks for providing these tidbits so i can stop feeling sad about stupid things.

give me this feeling

everything.is.hapenin.so.fast

Note to self:

Everything is what you make it.

Everything is relative.

Everything and everyone is selfish (whether they like it or not).

Everyone can really only see from their own eyes.

Every effort made to go/see/do something is what determines the future.

Everything is not as important as it seems...
but everything is also just as important as it seems.

Every day is a new day to start fresh, and every day is also just another day.

Everything is everything, what is meant to be will be.

right now

I wish something [anything] would happen

so that i could RISE to the occasion

I'm getting sick of these predictable days
and these predictable feelings

I'm ready for something

more.

sunrise, sunset

"We got back to the beach around five, and collapsed upon the softest sand. We laid out and laughed about where we had been and joked about where we were going.Those were the days. Life had treated us well and we were appreciative. We felt invincible. I looked into the sky and whispered to the clouds, "I hope these moments last forever.""

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this is life right now. It may not constantly be perfect, but when we slow down and recognize what we really have, we are so fuckin lucky. We can't come back to this time so we have to live it now. live it up. live it well.

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live the dream.

These are a series of pure, happy/hilarious/perfect captured moments in my short existence

these photos display...

• a moment that can take you back to an exact place in time,


• a perfect natural occurrence,


• a genuinely happy image, where the subjects radiate contentment,

these are just a few pictures that depict my moments that will last forever